What I'm Listening to: Love Me - Justin Bieber only cause I need a get me up.
So once again, Tyler and I are not together, and it was my fault and it was my first time getting dumped so I'm having a tough time. I don't see us getting back together even if I wanted to. I did ask him out this time so I'm kinda glad he broke up with me instead of the other way around, but I guess I wasn't expecting him to do it cause, I've never gotten dumped before, so its weird for me. But the only time we actually talked was when we fought so our relationship wasn't headed to a good place anyways. Oh well I'm gonna get through it I hope.
What I'm Listening to: Love the Way You Lie - Eminem and Rihanna
I guess I'm just upset or something, but I've been feeling alone for a while now. And I don't care who reads this, but I'm putting my feelings out here and if you aren't into feelings don't look. But I feel like I have no true friends, because when I talk with people I feel like they don't want to listen to me, especially if their facial expressions are annoyed, which seems like a lot of people when I talk. Which is why now I'm kinda quiet. I am kinda loud and obnoxious with family, but anyone else I back off now. It feels weird, like I'm trying to get away from the world, which I guess in a way I am. I wish I was, but I can't get away from life and what it throws at me which sucks.
What I'm Listening to: Ridin Solo - Jason DeRulo
So on a happier note, Mamma had baby bunnies :) she had 5 but one didn't make it :( so we have 3 dark ones and 1 light one. And Lumpy and the grey one are supposedly leaving tomorrow, so they'll finally have good homes :) I'm glad for them and excited for Mamma's babies to grow up :)
Thursday, July 22, 2010
Thursday, July 15, 2010
Hannah Montana Forever :P
What I'm listening to: Hannah Montana the TV show :P
Well I obviously haven't been on here a lot, but a lot has happened between everything. So I want to tell people, if my statuses are depressing or mad or whatnot, yea I'm upset, but it could be anything from family fights to boyfriend fights, to just a bad day. So before when my parents were fighting, I do get very upset cause I get scared, I'm not sure why though cause they always make up, but its still nerve-racking and I get upset about it. Obviously I'm going back out with Tyler :) and yea I get mad eery once in a while, but all couples get that, whether its often or not. And thats basically the biggest thing thats happened too, me and Tyler getting back together :) For all of you to know I was hanging out with him a lot then anyone else haha.
But the worst thing thing is that I pretty much lost my best friend. He'd rather spend time with his girlfriend. I refuse to be around her because all she does is start drama and make up rumors about me, so I didn't wanna hang out with her, he chose her. I've seen him once this summer and he was with her so I didn't talk to him. Yet I get in trouble for being a bitch cause I don't want to get in a fight. I feel like shit, even though I did nothing wrong. Ugh his loss oh well
A Few weeks and I get my license, then I need to get a job, or else I won't have money for gas like ever. And with my car it actually doesn't have to be filled all the time which is nice. I drive it when I can and its like every two weeks I fill it up, probably cause I actually go the speed limit xP I always get tailgated though, even though I'm going the speed limit. Why does everyone need to go places so quickly? I always leave like 20 minutes early then I need to anyways, just to be early cause I always feel like I'm running late even if I'm early.
What I'm Listening to: Dynamite - Taio Cruz
At Lake Compounce on Wednesday I met Tino Coury :) I got his autograph and a picture with him. It was sick :) Tyler didn't like it much haha xP
Well I obviously haven't been on here a lot, but a lot has happened between everything. So I want to tell people, if my statuses are depressing or mad or whatnot, yea I'm upset, but it could be anything from family fights to boyfriend fights, to just a bad day. So before when my parents were fighting, I do get very upset cause I get scared, I'm not sure why though cause they always make up, but its still nerve-racking and I get upset about it. Obviously I'm going back out with Tyler :) and yea I get mad eery once in a while, but all couples get that, whether its often or not. And thats basically the biggest thing thats happened too, me and Tyler getting back together :) For all of you to know I was hanging out with him a lot then anyone else haha.
But the worst thing thing is that I pretty much lost my best friend. He'd rather spend time with his girlfriend. I refuse to be around her because all she does is start drama and make up rumors about me, so I didn't wanna hang out with her, he chose her. I've seen him once this summer and he was with her so I didn't talk to him. Yet I get in trouble for being a bitch cause I don't want to get in a fight. I feel like shit, even though I did nothing wrong. Ugh his loss oh well
A Few weeks and I get my license, then I need to get a job, or else I won't have money for gas like ever. And with my car it actually doesn't have to be filled all the time which is nice. I drive it when I can and its like every two weeks I fill it up, probably cause I actually go the speed limit xP I always get tailgated though, even though I'm going the speed limit. Why does everyone need to go places so quickly? I always leave like 20 minutes early then I need to anyways, just to be early cause I always feel like I'm running late even if I'm early.
What I'm Listening to: Dynamite - Taio Cruz
At Lake Compounce on Wednesday I met Tino Coury :) I got his autograph and a picture with him. It was sick :) Tyler didn't like it much haha xP
Thursday, July 1, 2010
Damn :)
Me: Well from getting back from PA which was soo much fun btw to yesterday which a lot of stuff happened :) So PA we won our first game which was acutallly our second game and we won two games the whole tourney, but its better then we have been doing so its lovely fun :) At practice on Tuesday though we had to keep running, which in turn my stomach did not like but I had no where to thow up and I can't throw up without a drain or a toilet xP yummy I know :) So that was a fun practice xD Well yesterday Iwent to the Lake with Joey and that would be my brother not any Joey that I wanted to go with xP But it was fun although he didn't let me go swimmig so I'm hoping I can go again next Monday or Wednesday, but I'll prolly go Wednesday, so if anyone wants to come with me txt me orinbox me on facebook, I'm almost always on :) But anyways back on topic with the Lake :) I went with Joey and these two kids I blame both of them but they kept telling me to go with this kid and accidentally I'm starting to like him, dammit haha. He broke my streak of 10 dys of not liking anyone :O Holy Jesus I have never not liked anyone for that long since before 4th grade haha. So this should be interesting to see how it turns out, especially cause its another one of my brothers friends, a sophomore, I really don't know what I'm gonna do with myself haha xD
Family: Obviously I went with Joey to the Lake so I'm not trying to rip his face off as of yet today. And he actually wasn't bad at the Lake around his friends so I give him credit xP But my grandpa is comin today so I'm preparing for that anad cleaning like mad cause my momm wants me to ugh to housework :P So thats what I'm doing most of my day.
Pets: Well, I haven't done much with the animals today except with Milo waking me up to get on my bed and then sleep on my feet so I couldn't get up xP But Baby Kitty keeps scratching Barry's case like its her scratching post and i feel bad cause its gotta wake up Barry in his time of hibernation xP for those of you don't know who Barry is you'll have to figure it out or ask me or one of my friends who knows :) but Baby Kitty is very obnoxious right now. Romeo is leaving in like 45 days!!!! That makes me so excited cause I won't have to deal with him haha xP No I actually do like him he's just a scaredy cat and that bothers me xP
Friends: Everyone's been so busy when I try to hang out, or they are grounded xP But I wanna hangout with someone so if anyone wants to chill soon that'd be lovely and let me know. I've only done like one thing this whole summer with friends and that was Kenzie's party and softball of course, cause they are awesome too :) So hang out with me :)
Music:
"Stranger" - Travis Garland
"Heart Speaks First" - Travis Garland
"The Perfect Mistake" - Cartel :)
Family: Obviously I went with Joey to the Lake so I'm not trying to rip his face off as of yet today. And he actually wasn't bad at the Lake around his friends so I give him credit xP But my grandpa is comin today so I'm preparing for that anad cleaning like mad cause my momm wants me to ugh to housework :P So thats what I'm doing most of my day.
Pets: Well, I haven't done much with the animals today except with Milo waking me up to get on my bed and then sleep on my feet so I couldn't get up xP But Baby Kitty keeps scratching Barry's case like its her scratching post and i feel bad cause its gotta wake up Barry in his time of hibernation xP for those of you don't know who Barry is you'll have to figure it out or ask me or one of my friends who knows :) but Baby Kitty is very obnoxious right now. Romeo is leaving in like 45 days!!!! That makes me so excited cause I won't have to deal with him haha xP No I actually do like him he's just a scaredy cat and that bothers me xP
Friends: Everyone's been so busy when I try to hang out, or they are grounded xP But I wanna hangout with someone so if anyone wants to chill soon that'd be lovely and let me know. I've only done like one thing this whole summer with friends and that was Kenzie's party and softball of course, cause they are awesome too :) So hang out with me :)
Music:
"Stranger" - Travis Garland
"Heart Speaks First" - Travis Garland
"The Perfect Mistake" - Cartel :)
Thursday, June 24, 2010
Last Post Till Monday :)
Me: Well I'll be leaving for PA in about an hour!! Softball's gonna be interesting down there :P So right now in my life I have a horrible problem which most girls wouldn't see as much of one, but for me its bad. People like me, sure its nice, but sometimes very creepy. I don't mind people telling me, but I just got out of a relationship, CHILL OUT! And this is for all the boys who like me, as of right now I am letting my heart do the talking but as of now he's not choosing anyone :) Stay friends with me though you never kow who he'll choose. Oh and yes I am a whore :) and proud of it :) So yea that's really all that I've had on my mind a lot haha so that'd be me :)
Pets: The bunnies are gonna be with my brother for a weekend :O I am pretty scared for them. Actually all the animals are all gonna be in his hands, but I'm mostly worried about the bunnies cause they are mine and no one elses. So I will miss them for the weekend definitely :)
Friends: Yesterday's party was awesome and really showed me how many people are in different groups. Mckenzie is in three different groups and you could see that haha :) I'm not the only freak :P But hangin out with people for the first time this summer was nice, and great to see everyone again :) Maybe next week or something I'll throw a get together or something. I'll try to convince my parents so I can see everyone again :)
Music:
"California Gurls" - Katy Perry
"The Perfect Mistake" - Cartel
"Ridin Solo" - Jason DeRulo :)
Pets: The bunnies are gonna be with my brother for a weekend :O I am pretty scared for them. Actually all the animals are all gonna be in his hands, but I'm mostly worried about the bunnies cause they are mine and no one elses. So I will miss them for the weekend definitely :)
Friends: Yesterday's party was awesome and really showed me how many people are in different groups. Mckenzie is in three different groups and you could see that haha :) I'm not the only freak :P But hangin out with people for the first time this summer was nice, and great to see everyone again :) Maybe next week or something I'll throw a get together or something. I'll try to convince my parents so I can see everyone again :)
Music:
"California Gurls" - Katy Perry
"The Perfect Mistake" - Cartel
"Ridin Solo" - Jason DeRulo :)
Tuesday, June 22, 2010
Here we go again
Me: My knee problem is lime disease, so I am diseased hehe :) But now I'm up and running and playing softball after not being able to walk for two weeks, so it's lovely. Speaking of softball, we did so many dives yesterday, which I love doing so I can't complain, but there are so many cuts on my arm from the grass cause it was like diving on concrete and the bruises on my stomach are nice too :) My tourney in PA is this weekend too, so I won't be here from Thursday to late Sunday or early Monday not sure what time we are leaving. Now school's over and the seniors graduated :O I'm really gonna miss a lot of them cause they were very good friends. Oh and guess what? I might have to retake geometry cause it ws horrible, I'm still not sure how I "failed" though I got a D+ as a final grade, but I needed a C- to pass so this sucks haha. Oh well I'll get to chill with my brothers friends now.
Pets: My bunnies are wonderful and Momma's gonna have babies around the 19th of July so I'm quite excited :) All of them were layin out today cause its hot, but when I got cold water for all of them they were trying to get themselves all wet cause its so humid. They are so cute :) Jacoby was following me around today so every time I turned around I would pretty much trip on him cause he doesn't realize how big he really is. :)
Friends: I haven't really seen anyone, cause of softball and what not but I've hung with Tyler like twice this summer haha. All the parties that have been going on right now, softball and my mom have stopped me from going, but the first one I will be going to this summer is tomorrow, it should be awesome :) Hopefully Em, Meg, and I will go to NYC soon cause that would be evenmore awesome :)
Music:
"Diary" - Tino Coury
"Take it off" Ke$ha
"Twilight" - Travis Garland (has nothing to do with the book or movie:P)
Pets: My bunnies are wonderful and Momma's gonna have babies around the 19th of July so I'm quite excited :) All of them were layin out today cause its hot, but when I got cold water for all of them they were trying to get themselves all wet cause its so humid. They are so cute :) Jacoby was following me around today so every time I turned around I would pretty much trip on him cause he doesn't realize how big he really is. :)
Friends: I haven't really seen anyone, cause of softball and what not but I've hung with Tyler like twice this summer haha. All the parties that have been going on right now, softball and my mom have stopped me from going, but the first one I will be going to this summer is tomorrow, it should be awesome :) Hopefully Em, Meg, and I will go to NYC soon cause that would be evenmore awesome :)
Music:
"Diary" - Tino Coury
"Take it off" Ke$ha
"Twilight" - Travis Garland (has nothing to do with the book or movie:P)
Tuesday, June 15, 2010
Chains :)
If you hate stereotypes, reblog this, and BOLD all the things that you are.
I’m SKINNY, so i MUST be anorexic.
I’m EMO, so I MUST cut my wrists.
I’m BLOND, so I MUST be a ditz.
I’m JEWISH, so I MUST be greedy.
I’m GAY, so I MUST have AIDS.
I’m ARAB, so I MUST be a terrorist.
I’m RELIGIOUS, so I MUST shove my beliefs down your throat.
I don’t have a RELIGION, so I MUST be evil and have no morals.
I am LIBERAL, so I MUST be gay.
I TAKE (or used to take) ANTI-DEPRESSANTS, so I MUST be crazy.
I’m a GUY, so I MUST only want to get into your pants.
I’m IRISH, so I MUST have a bad drinking problem.
I’m INDIAN, so I MUST own a convenient store.
I’m NATIVE AMERICAN, so I MUST dance around a fire screaming like a savage.
I’m a CHEERLEADER, so I MUST be a whore…
I’m RICH, so I MUST be a conceited snob.
I WEAR BLACK, so I MUST be a goth or emo.
I’m “GOOD LOOKIN”, so I MUST not be a virgin.
I have STRAIGHT A’S, so I MUST not have a social life.
I DRESS IN UNUSUAL WAYS, so I MUST be looking for attention.
I’m a VEGETARIAN, so I MUST be a crazy political activist.
I’m COLOMBIAN, so I MUST be a drug dealer.
I’m GERMAN, so I must be a Nazi.
I hang out with GAYS, so I MUST be gay too.
I’m a VIRGIN so i MUST be prude.
I play VIDEO GAMES, so I MUST be a nerd.
I’m BLACK so I MUST love fried chicken and kool-aid.
I’m BI so I MUST think every girl I see is hot.
I’m a GIRL who actually EATS LUNCH, so I MUST be fat.
I’m SINGLE so I MUST be ugly.
I’m CHRISTIAN so I MUST hate homosexuals.
I’m MIXED so I must be fucked up.
I’m MUSLIM so I MUST be a terrorist.
I’m in BAND, so I MUST be a dork.
I’m BLACK so I MUST believe JESUS WUZ A BROTHA.
I’m GOTH so I MUST worship the devil.
I Love SHOPPING so I must be rich.
I’m ASIAN so I must be a NERD that does HOMEWORK 24/7.
I’m YOUNG, so I MUST be naive
I LIKE TO BE MYSELF, so I MUST be cocky and arrogant
I’m a MUSICIAN, so I MUST not be doing anything with my life
I wear what I WANT, so I MUST be a poser
I’m a YOUNG WRITER, so I MUST be emo.
I’m EMOTIONAL, so I MUST be depressed
I’m a TEENAGER, so I MUST be rebellious.
I’m POLITE to TEACHERS, so I MUST be a teacher’s pet.
I SMILE a lot, so I MUST be preppy.
I’m AMERICAN, so I MUST be an overweight pig with no boundaries.
I’m a GIRL, so I MUST suck at all guy sports.
I like to READ, so I MUST be a nerd.
I like FIRE so I must be an arsonist.
I have ARTISTIC TALENT, so I MUST think little of those who don’t.
I’m a TEENAGER, so I MUST have no clue I care about the ENVIRONMENT…I MUST be a tree hugging hippy.
I am A DREAMER, so I MUST be unrealistic.
I HAVE MANY DIFFERENT INTERESTS, so I MUST be unable to commit to one thing.
I’m a PERSON, so I MUST be LABELED.
I’m SKINNY, so i MUST be anorexic.
I’m EMO, so I MUST cut my wrists.
I’m BLOND, so I MUST be a ditz.
I’m JEWISH, so I MUST be greedy.
I’m GAY, so I MUST have AIDS.
I’m ARAB, so I MUST be a terrorist.
I’m RELIGIOUS, so I MUST shove my beliefs down your throat.
I don’t have a RELIGION, so I MUST be evil and have no morals.
I am LIBERAL, so I MUST be gay.
I TAKE (or used to take) ANTI-DEPRESSANTS, so I MUST be crazy.
I’m a GUY, so I MUST only want to get into your pants.
I’m IRISH, so I MUST have a bad drinking problem.
I’m INDIAN, so I MUST own a convenient store.
I’m NATIVE AMERICAN, so I MUST dance around a fire screaming like a savage.
I’m a CHEERLEADER, so I MUST be a whore…
I’m RICH, so I MUST be a conceited snob.
I WEAR BLACK, so I MUST be a goth or emo.
I’m “GOOD LOOKIN”, so I MUST not be a virgin.
I have STRAIGHT A’S, so I MUST not have a social life.
I DRESS IN UNUSUAL WAYS, so I MUST be looking for attention.
I’m a VEGETARIAN, so I MUST be a crazy political activist.
I’m COLOMBIAN, so I MUST be a drug dealer.
I’m GERMAN, so I must be a Nazi.
I hang out with GAYS, so I MUST be gay too.
I’m a VIRGIN so i MUST be prude.
I play VIDEO GAMES, so I MUST be a nerd.
I’m BLACK so I MUST love fried chicken and kool-aid.
I’m BI so I MUST think every girl I see is hot.
I’m a GIRL who actually EATS LUNCH, so I MUST be fat.
I’m SINGLE so I MUST be ugly.
I’m CHRISTIAN so I MUST hate homosexuals.
I’m MIXED so I must be fucked up.
I’m MUSLIM so I MUST be a terrorist.
I’m in BAND, so I MUST be a dork.
I’m BLACK so I MUST believe JESUS WUZ A BROTHA.
I’m GOTH so I MUST worship the devil.
I Love SHOPPING so I must be rich.
I’m ASIAN so I must be a NERD that does HOMEWORK 24/7.
I’m YOUNG, so I MUST be naive
I LIKE TO BE MYSELF, so I MUST be cocky and arrogant
I’m a MUSICIAN, so I MUST not be doing anything with my life
I wear what I WANT, so I MUST be a poser
I’m a YOUNG WRITER, so I MUST be emo.
I’m EMOTIONAL, so I MUST be depressed
I’m a TEENAGER, so I MUST be rebellious.
I’m POLITE to TEACHERS, so I MUST be a teacher’s pet.
I SMILE a lot, so I MUST be preppy.
I’m AMERICAN, so I MUST be an overweight pig with no boundaries.
I’m a GIRL, so I MUST suck at all guy sports.
I like to READ, so I MUST be a nerd.
I like FIRE so I must be an arsonist.
I have ARTISTIC TALENT, so I MUST think little of those who don’t.
I’m a TEENAGER, so I MUST have no clue I care about the ENVIRONMENT…I MUST be a tree hugging hippy.
I am A DREAMER, so I MUST be unrealistic.
I HAVE MANY DIFFERENT INTERESTS, so I MUST be unable to commit to one thing.
I’m a PERSON, so I MUST be LABELED.
My First Post :O
Me: So today was the first day of finals and of course my easiest one was first. It was bio and Mrs. Brill gave us little gorillas, my dad put it on the mirror in his car, why? I'm not completely sure. But it was open note so it was incredibly easy. My knee is getting better!!!! The swelling is going down so its looking more like a knee than another world xD It does itch though where the doctor stuck a needle in me, but my mommy says that means its healing, news to me :P I'm so glad today was less than a half day, i can chill forever if I wanted to :)
Pets: The dogs won't leave the bunnies alone today cause I was cleaning all their cages so i put them in the grass so they could have a treat (dont worry they were in their tops of their cages). I put a whole bunch of new hay all over the lawn xD and in their cages and killed a bunch of spiders because they scared me and they deserved it :P. So the bunnies are happy and clean. I sprayed Jacoby with the hose and he's the only dog that will just stand there and get sprayed and not run away. I tried spraying Koda but he would run away and then he got to close to the bunnies and I didn't want to get them wet. Milo was no where to be seen when I had the hose out xD.
Parents: My mom and dad won't let me do as much stuff lately and I'm not sure why. Whether it be because they don't want me killing my knee again or something else they won't tell me. I wanted to hang with Tyler on Sunday and go to dinner with him and my mom said fine to the dinner but my dad wanted me home by 9 because it was a school night although in school all we did was have parties, so it really made no sense. I want to have a life, but its really hard when my parents won't let me go anywhere.
Friends: Meg, Em, and I are supposed to go to NYC next week and I'm pretty excited for it. We'll be goin all over Time Sqaure and buying everything xD The train ride should be interesting too :P Also I feel like I'm not gonna see people over summer vacation, so friends hang out with me this summer xP There are so many parties this weekend too so I'm hoping we'll all stay together :)
Music Playlist Now: "Baby" - Justin Bieber :P
"That Girl" - NLT
"Love Me" - Justin Bieber
Pets: The dogs won't leave the bunnies alone today cause I was cleaning all their cages so i put them in the grass so they could have a treat (dont worry they were in their tops of their cages). I put a whole bunch of new hay all over the lawn xD and in their cages and killed a bunch of spiders because they scared me and they deserved it :P. So the bunnies are happy and clean. I sprayed Jacoby with the hose and he's the only dog that will just stand there and get sprayed and not run away. I tried spraying Koda but he would run away and then he got to close to the bunnies and I didn't want to get them wet. Milo was no where to be seen when I had the hose out xD.
Parents: My mom and dad won't let me do as much stuff lately and I'm not sure why. Whether it be because they don't want me killing my knee again or something else they won't tell me. I wanted to hang with Tyler on Sunday and go to dinner with him and my mom said fine to the dinner but my dad wanted me home by 9 because it was a school night although in school all we did was have parties, so it really made no sense. I want to have a life, but its really hard when my parents won't let me go anywhere.
Friends: Meg, Em, and I are supposed to go to NYC next week and I'm pretty excited for it. We'll be goin all over Time Sqaure and buying everything xD The train ride should be interesting too :P Also I feel like I'm not gonna see people over summer vacation, so friends hang out with me this summer xP There are so many parties this weekend too so I'm hoping we'll all stay together :)
Music Playlist Now: "Baby" - Justin Bieber :P
"That Girl" - NLT
"Love Me" - Justin Bieber
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