New Beginnings :)

What I'm listening to: Say So - My Favorite Highway

So school has begun once again. Junior year is finally here! I was excited to go to school and see everyone again. It was awesome. My classes are really good and I'm really looking forward to American Pop. cause all we do in that class is watch movies and listen to music. Its so great. I think there's only one class I'll really have a problem with and thats Lit with Kelmachter who's crazy to begin with. Its really gonna be a great year :) Especially since I am actually back in geometry, but Joey is in my class, so that'll be interesting :) In almost every class I have a few friends that I chill with, its nice :P

With every school year comes change. I've learned that I have changed a lot, I want to change cause apparently people find me annoying, I don't mean to be annoying but it happens. I'm really trying to talk about stuff people want to, which is why I don't really start conversations, its hard for me to start them anyways. But I learned a lot about people on MTV's show If You Really Knew Me. Honestly, its a really good show and its like CHS's B1 day but more personal levels. It taught me what people actually go through during high school and how they have to deal with it because no one will listen to them or understand it. But I'm really trying to change and I think I have to watch that show more to really get it into my head that I really need to change. I mean I've started to change because some people I'm used to hanging out with they've become far away. I'm not sure if its just cause of the summer or because I just can't talk to people anymore. I've learned to think things through, (unless I'm tired then stuff just flows out that I'm not supposed to say) even know its pretty hard. But I am having a hard time being friends with all my old friends, its just weird to me.

What I'm Listening to now: Chelsea Dagger - The Fratellis

Once again I have a boyfriend, but he really is different than any other guy I've dated. He's not in band, which is very strange for me :P But he still gives me butterflies even after almost a month. And he's the first guy I've dated that I wasn't his first girlfriend, so its nice to have him be in control and not me :) I really think this is great and I've been really happy since we've been dating :)

Marching band is awesome this year, I refuse to believe that our show is not about pirates. The music is totally pirates and its so much fun. My part is really easy too which is nice even though Barry weighs a ton. But I'm gaining muscle from him cause my thumbs are screwed up from him so I better be strong after or he was just being mean :P I really can't wait for competitions this year. What will be weird is that I won't have a guy to huddle up against this year cause he's not in band :P It'll still be fun, my best friends are in band :)

What I'm listening to: Thinkin bout something - Hanson